And i finally understand...
I was always the little puppy who followed him around. Until his antics and deception became too much and the consequences threatened our home and our family. Everything changed when I held him accountable. He discarded me when I found out about the affair.
It is all my fault. I refused to allow the bad behavior. I started asking questions. I didn't believe him anymore. As long as I was blind to his horrible deeds, I was worthy. But as soon as I started to question, I became a $#it wife and mother who was destroying lives.
And now that I have the audacity to go no contact because I refused his request to remain friends and because I told him I did not want to know him anymore, he has gone on a smear campaign to prove to the casual observers that he HAD to divorce me because I was the abusive one.
I've lost friends, but the people who chose to believe him aren't people who should be in my life anyway. He's now made it his life's mission to destroy me... and if that means it takes D with me? So be it. His daughter is just a consequence in our relationship. He uses her to try to get to me. But all it does is push her farther away.
I've been discarded because I held him accountable.
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