I didn't want this for my daughter. I didn't want her to ever feel about her father like I do mine.
It started out so good. Seemed like she was going to have an amazing relationship with her dad! Then we found out how he'd betrayed us... yes us. Because his affairs weren't just betrayals of me. They betrayed her too. His porn, his lies, his behavior destroyed his relationship with both of us. But he will always blame me. Tell himself that I poisoned her against him.
But he will never look at himself, his behavior. And now.... the final nail to sever any hope of reconciling with his daughter. To serve his narrative and to keep his facade, he has now claimed she isn't his. He has fabricated a fairytale that I got pregnant by someone else and told him it was his to trap him. I'm so angry that he would hurt her this way. He knows this isn't true. Just like when he tried to tell people she wasn't mine, that I was her stepmother. But this is how desperate this 59.5 year old narc is. It's the only way to clear the black mark from his portrait of perfection.
But it's never his fault.
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